The humans are hard at work this christmas season, as they are every christmas season, desperately trying to bribe each other, while simultaneously, and equally desperately, soliciting favor from other humans, and even from imaginary creatures.
Every “gift” that is given, every present carefully wrapped, attached to a carefully chosen gift card, every “donation” given, to formally organized charities as well as to the randomly encountered homeless alcoholic, is a bribe, it is a shakedown attempt, an extortion demand.
Every gift and present given, it does not matter what it is or what the relationship is between the giver and the giftee, is a bribe. The bribe says: “Look, I am gonna give you this, and in return you must pretend to love and to care about me, to appreciate and to value me, and you must express and show this love and caring and value and appreciaton to me. I will use your false sentiments in order to feel better about myself, to delude myself into believing that I am loved and cared for and valued. I need this from you, because I am an emotionally and psychologically crippled creature, who cannot bestow proper love and care and value upon myself.”
Every christmas present given, is a selfish and psychologically violent extraction attempt. None of it represents generosity or empathic benevolence. None of it! The husband who gives his wife a christmas present, wants to get more sexual contact from her. The boyfriend who presents his christmas present together with a marriage proposal, is demanding lifelong sexual, emotional, and legal slavery under a direct bribe.
The mother who secretly deciphers which material object her 5 year old son-slave most desperately covets, and makes certain to place it under the christmas tree with a note signed “love, mom”, is not expressing love, she is demanding love, she is attempting to extract hugs, expressions of love, from the child that she is enslaving, and very likely abusing and victimizing. She cannot love herself, and so she must force others to profess their love to her, and under this coerced extortion of emotion, she is able to convince herself that she is loved, at least for awhile.
All charitable contributions and donations are made under this same perverse mindset, intermingled with subconscious and unconscious guilt, shame, and  Self-humiliation. “I don’t deserve what I have, so I must give a little bit of it away so that I can convince myself that I am a good person by suffering, in order to allow someone else to suffer less.”
Donations to strangers and to charities are also a direct attempt to bribe, extort, and shakedown the nonexistent god creature. “Look, over here, look at me god, I’m willing to make myself suffer in some tiny way, by giving away something I could use for myself. See how unselfish I am! See how moral and kind and caring I am!! Now you must reward me with eternal existence in heaven. You owe me now, god!”
The Superior never gives presents to any human being, and never donates anything to any human in need. He understands that it is his obligation to place Self above all others, and he meets all of his own emotional needs within the embrace of absolute Truth, therefore the very idea of attempting to obtain love from others, or attempting to bribe a nonexistent god creature, is recognized by him as insane beyond all measure.
I give to Myself, everything that I want and need. My gifts to Myself flow daily, and my delight at their receipt is untainted by vampiric human enmeshment. My debt is owed only to Myself, and I pay off this debt each day, with interest. My generosity towards Myself has no ulterior motivations, it represents and expresses the purity of the only valid form of love, Self-love.
So go ahead, waste your useless lives trying to figure out which bribes will find the most favor with your intended extortion victims. Invade the shopping malls as part of your grand predatory quest to extract from others what you cannot bestow upon yourself. Go to the Hallmark Card store after you have finished a long day of slave labor in painful dress pumps, and spend an hour walking the racks, carefully examining different greeting cards, trying to find the one that will most effectively pierce the psyche of your targeted victim(s). And please make sure to ease your agonized foot out of its pump prison, give us Female Foot Pain fetishists an unintended gift, to be enjoyed later, in the privacy of our homes.

I see you for what you are, dear vampires and extortionists. Your efforts are pathetic and grotesque, and you can only deceive yourselves to a limited degree, for a limited time. You do not even try to obtain what you truly need, what is truly useful: Genuine, unconditional, and externally untouchable love of Self. You are pathetic in your cowardice, your neediness, your dependency.

 

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