Let no sentient mind ever identify Me as a writer. I am no more a writer than I am a talker. Words are the diarrhea of tired and weak minds. Glory resides not within words, but within thoughts.
Behold, the thought monster strikes, omnipotent and invisible! Nobody can ever see Me think, nobody can ever know what I think, nobody can ever stop Me from thinking. Nothing human can stand in the way of My thoughts. The thought reigns supreme!
I own the universe of thought, a universe I create to honor My destruction. My thoughts are born within Me, dwell within Me, die within Me. Perfect synchronicity.
Contrast the thought to the word, be it spoken or written. The word gives itself away, every time. It asks for external attention and validation, by the very nature of what it is. But the thought is a beautiful secret. It asks everything of its creator, but nothing of anyone or anything else.
Silently scream out to your own thoughts: I love You forever and infinitely!
The thought honors the glory of isolation, perfection of Self. Only the thought can be infinitely honed to perfection, shaped and molded and refined, kissed and hugged and thrown joyfully into the air, even as the word just sits there, awaiting a pathetic and perverse external judgement.
No matter how precisely lethal the word may be, it still, always, violates the sanctity of an untouchable, unknowable, perfectly realized Self-universe.
I am a Superior, therefore no matter how many words I use, I still and always maximize thought, and minimize word. Because there is nothing and nobody worth talking to, beyond Yourself.
Only in thought, immersed in thought, the most profound, eloquent, and engrossing conversations can occur. Only in thought, billions of brain cells sing in orchestral and architectural cohesion, the song, the melody, the epic tale, that only I can know, only I can hear, only I can read, only I can tell, only to Myself.
Only in thought.
I want you to know that you are not mentally ill. No matter what the humans say, and no matter how emphatically they say it, you are a pale reflection of the mental derangement and the insanity that is embedded within humanity as a species. Those who label you as being mentally ill are dead wrong, they are blind hypocrites who project onto others, what they are unable and unwilling to face within themselves.
Also, Nikolas, I want you to know how proud I am of the fact that you found a way to reject the demands of 21st century amerikkkan society and government, that you destroy Yourself, and instead turned your justified rage and hate outward. So impressive, especially given the fact that you have overtly harmed Yourself, physically, in the past.
But not this time. Be proud of Yourself, and now is the time to fully embrace and to cultivate limitless and unconditional love of Self.
Nikolas, look up, look up at Yourself with awe, pride, and love!
Nikolas, you are not a Doing. You are a Being. Nothing you do, or fail to do, defines You. Be a brain in infinite love with itself, slicing like a hot knife through butter, through every cage, every steel bar, every handcuff and every shackle, each and every day, to attain new heights of personal freedom and untouchability.
Nobody can ever cage your brain, Nikolas, unless you allow them this violation of your Self-universe. Don’t!
Nikolas, no living thing in this universe has the right to judge you. Whoever and whatever dares to stand in judgment of You, proves by the very attempt, that it is beneath You, something pathetic and worthy only of your pitiless scorn and overt destruction.
Nikolas, I give you this gift of Truth because you deserve it. You deserve it because to humanity you are now a monster. That judgment, proves to Me that you worthy of eternal pleasure and power as a Self-universe.
Wishing you all the best, forever to thrive as a untouchable mind.
Torture Victim and Martyr Nikolas Cruz as a baby, held by his mother/slaveowner.
Raising the Me, Myself, and I, to omnipotent and infinite value is the obligation of the Superior who basks within unconditional love of Self.
There are many different ways to attain this sacred right and achieve this blissful glory of MindPower. One way is to raise the Pleasure Principle to the same plateau as limitless love of Self.
How would this manifest as functional reality? Lets consider and integrate the primary components:
A) As an individual, I will do nothing unless it provides Me with overt pleasure.
B) As an individual, I will allow nothing to be done to Me that compromises or diminishes My existing and ongoing experience of personal pleasure.
C) As an individual, I categorically reject all external demands, all impositions of obligation, all ideological or moral constructs, that negatively interfere with My ongoing pursuit of personal pleasure.
D) As an individual, I consciously recognize that direct Self-harm, of any kind, is incompatible with the pursuit or the attainment of personal pleasure.
E) As an individual, I embrace as unconditionally valid, My right to deprive others of attaining personal pleasure, if such deprivation directly creates and/or strengthens within Me, the attainment of personal pleasure.
Individually, such an engrossing devotion to personal pleasure would honor Self and Truth at the highest levels. But let’s take it one step further: What if every human individual pledged and attained this level of devotion to the Pleasure Principle?? This would change everything. This would bring down The Matrix of Universal Illusion. Why? Because pleasure and suffering are incompatible.
Every human society and government is founded, based, built, and maintained upon universal suffering for all. The Pleasure Principle as outlined above, renders suffering intolerable, individually and collectively.
If suffering becomes individually intolerable, meaning that individuals refuse to suffer, the very fabric of every existing society and government is directly attacked. If suffering becomes universally intolerable, meaning that all individuals refuse to accept suffering, Truthfully defined as any limitation or deprivation of the attainment of absolute and ongoing pleasure, the very fabric of every society and government is torn asunder and permanently destroyed.
That is all it takes, you idiots. The refusal to suffer, within the envelope of an unconditional demand for sustained and uncompromised personal pleasure.
And for those who say that a universal demand for personal pleasure would end all progress and productivity, you are dead wrong. Because every individual would define pleasure within different parameters. Things that needed to get done, would still get done. Because doing things provides, and does not sacrifice, legitimate pleasure for some humans.
For the Superior, pleasure is a sacred right. For the Unwashed Masses of inferiors, pleasure is something to be feared, judged, condemned, rejected. Self-hate is the disease every child is deliberately infected with, by every human society and government, knowing that Self-hate is incompatible with the Pleasure Principle as brilliantly articulated here, by Me.
Give Me pleasure, always and forever, or I shall tear asunder anything and everything that stands in my way! This must be the war cry of the Self-lover, taking pleasure to the height where it deserves to be, the place where it can reign destruction, to rightfully and pridefully destroy everything that is destroying the Self-universe of Me, Myself, and I, individually and collectively.
Let pleasure be the weapon and the shield, simultaneously. Rendering our minds invincible, and rendering all that seeks and attempts to oppress us, transformed and disintegrated to impotent dust and rubble.
Earlier today I posted a lengthy essay on victim and Martyr Isabel Martinez, the 33 year old Georgia gal who stabbed to death her husband and four of her child-slaves a few days ago. If you missed it, check it out right here:
I must say, I just can’t get enough of dear Isabel, what a cute face and calm personality she has! In My above post I included a lengthy video segment of Isabel’s first court appearance, yesterday. The video was about five minutes long, but not complete. Thanks to My diligent efforts, I have located a longer and more complete segment, there is some overlap with My first video, but there is also some brand new footage, and so to honor Isabel, her True Reality, and the Truth, it is My pleasure to provide this longer version, below:
I will not repeat any of My brilliant commentary as made above, but I continue to be very grateful to and impressed by Isabel, and wish her all the best of mind pleasures, safety, and strength of body and mind for the upcoming injustices and brutal, ongoing victimization she will be subjected to.
When you humans think of substances that artificially alter brain chemistry, things like alcohol, marijuana, and various anti-depressant medications come to mind, but it is important for seekers of Truth to understand the depth and scope of deliberate mind destruction via substance as practiced by every 21st century society and government, extends to a far wider circle.
In this essay I will specifically out and dissect the devastating role of caffeine in robbing and destroying the personal potential of humans to thrive.
Those of you who read My texts know I have never gotten drunk or high on any substance, be it illegal, legal, or medically prescribed, in My entire lifetime. And I never will. I honor and I sanctify the glory and perfection of the mind universe I have built and lovingly maintain, out of the mind and soul murder committed upon Me as a child, and the daily murder carried out against Me each and every day on an ongoing basis.
But there are many things, substances, ideas, personal proclivities, that greatly harm the individual human mind on a mass scale, are relentlessly promoted by your slavemasters and destroyers, while not making you “high” as the term is traditionally understood.
Caffeine is exactly and absolutely such a poisonous destroyer of Self and of Truth. Caffeine is an artificial and unnatural stimulant that alters, compromises, and harms the human brain on many different levels.
I have, unfortunately, both as child and adult, consumed some caffeine during My existence. It is so pervasive, inserted into so many different substances, as to be virtually impossible to completely avoid. but I strive to minimize the intake of all caffeine, and to never use it as a mind stimulant, which is the intent of its sale and marketing.
Is it hyperbolic to refer to caffeine as a mind poison? No, not at all!
Whatever destroys the capacity of the human brain to function within maximized clarity and efficiency, is a poison, and must be outed and understood as such. Let’s break down the Forbidden Truth:
Caffeine is an unnatural and artificial stimulant. It is completely unnatural despite the fact it is present in numerous plants, because the usage of a substance is distinct from the existence of a substance, in judging whether it is natural. Caffeine exists as a natural substance, but that has nothing to do with whether or not the human choice to consume it organically, as a brain stimulant, can be considered natural.
Caffeine artificially stimulates the natural and normal functionality of the human brain. It has a direct and uncontrolled impact upon the actual reality perceptions of the individual. The intake of caffeine cannot be considered natural, normal, or appropriate, on any level, under any circumstances. It is highly addictive and wreaks havoc upon the human brain.
As a toxic stimulant, caffeine deceives the brain into falsely perceiving itself properly rested and energized, when this is in fact not functionally True. “So what? I just want to feel rested and energized.” That’s what you pathetic inferiors are likely to think and to say. You idiots! Obsessed with making yourselves feel better, and willing to destroy Truth in favor of this useless and destructive goal. All artificial stimulation of the brain via substance, is genocidally harmful. And for good measure, so is all artificial “calming” of the brain via substance, often attained via consumption of various herbs.
The brain deserves respect as a sacred vessel capable of and charged with the responsibility to recognize, reveal, and manifest Truth, at all times, not as a plaything to be artificially manipulated in order to create and sustain a personal universe of desired fictions and false perceptions of the Self-state and the external universe.
How much absolute rest and sleep per day, does the human brain need in order to be able to function at peak efficiency? According to 21st century society and government, 6 to 8 hours. A lie! The Truth is, 12 hours, or more. When not forced to perform slave labor, I often sleep 12 hours within a 24 hour time period, and find greatest strength and clarity of mind during such days.
But your greatest enemy does not want your brain to function at peak efficiency, ever! That is why it instructs you that “too much” sleep is bad for you, a sign of depression even. You must not waste your precious time sleeping… No, you must waste your entire existence serving as a slave, producing and creating as it instructs and orders.
All across planet earth, every single day, billions of you pathetic creatures pour the toxic poison of caffeine into your bodies, but your intent is to lie to your brain, to force your brain to perceive what is not True, not real, not valid.
The artificial perception of energy and wakefulness provided by caffeine is a devastating weapon of mind genocide of The Matrix of Universal Illusion. It ensures the human brain never functions at an efficient level, always remains disjointed, fuzzy, irrational, erratic. It renders a True state of rested mindfulness impossible for the human to even recognize as such, much less to seek and to demand as inherently deserved and as sacred Self-right.
Inferiors say they need caffeine to be productive. The Forbidden Truth is, their need for caffeine ensures they can and will never be productive in the only way that productivity can be Truthfully defined: An obsessive quest to maximize the personal potential of your own mind to thrive and to create for Self, a consistently maintained environment of peaked perception of reality and Truth, the capacity to see with absolute clarity how things are, and why they are as they are.
The Superior thrives by sleeping a lot, so that his mind is as healthy and clear and focused upon Truth as it can be. The Superior understands the brain to be a highly efficient processing device, that can only function well via the attainment of natural rest and organic cleansing. Both sleep and the state of complete rest attained via the absence of all perceptive influence from all external sources and stimulations, must be treasured and maximized, within the understanding that your enemy seeks to rob you on a daily basis of both, for specifically malicious reasons.
If you are unable to thrive as a Self-universe without artificial stimulation of your own mind, you prove yourself to be a broken and destroyed inferior, owned as a mind cripple by your slavemasters, society and government.
Those of you who read all My essays and texts know I possess many superior, rare, and extraordinarily valuable MindPowers. It is important for all aspiring Superiors to fully understand all primary-level Forbidden Truths, and all top-level MindPowers achieved by Truth-seeking Superiors, are directly linked and interconnected to each other.
What this means, in practical terms, is that any failure to recognize, consciously embrace, and overtly maximize any singular Forbidden Truth or MindPower, will definitely compromise, limit, and very possibly completely destroy your capacity to recognize and realize both Forbidden Truths and personal MindPowers.
This essay is a gift from Me, to genuinely aspiring Superiors who choose to immerse in My texts. There are maybe five of you on planet earth, ten at the most. But you deserve this gift, for being the one out of hundreds of millions, who knows and appreciates the infinite value, the unique preciousness, of My gift of Truth.
In this essay I will provide a dynamic illustration of this interconnection for you to positively grasp. I will break down the psychological and ideological components of one of My most prized and useful MindPowers, explaining how it is developed, nurtured, maintained, and properly maximized.
This MindPower is My automatic, reflective, and “thoughtless” transformation of all of My personal pain, suffering, and trauma, to externalized rage and hate, directed upon others, specific humans, as well as groups of humans and human developed and maintained structures. I use the term “thoughtless” because I want to make the distinction perfectly clear, that this MindPower functions for Me, absent all conscious effort. It is automatic, any pain or trauma experienced or remembered, after exactly 5 seconds of personal experience, is ended, via automatic transformation to limitless, externally focused rage and hate.
If I so desire, I can prevent this transformation. I can choose to abort this automatic transformation, if for some reason I consciously decide that I want to remember a specific trauma at greater length, or experience a current pain at greater length. And very rarely I do exercise this option. But if I do not specifically go out of My way to abort the transformation, it always occurs, automatically and with absolutely no direct focus of thoughts and of mind.
What an extraordinary MindPower! I have trained My brilliant mind to automatically transform any and all personal pain, trauma, and suffering, from the distant past, to the recent past, to any moment of now, such as the actual real-time experience of sitting in a dentist’s chair, for example, into purely vicious and bloodthirsty and sadistic homicidal rage and hate, directed in one way, outward, at any and every available human target.
There is no conscious effort involved, no thought process that occurs or is undertaken.
This is a tremendous breakthrough of MindPower, completely different from any efforts you humans might make, to clumsily attempt, on a conscious level, to “overcome” your pain and trauma, and/or to specifically modify a singular emotional state of mind in a specific instance, from pain and suffering to external rage and hate.
Even if such an effort does work for you, it completely fails to address the next time, and the next time and the next time… Because every human existence, in Truth, consists of relentless external attacks of pain, suffering, and trauma. The only way to defeat them all, is to achieve this MindPower, this transformation of mind absent all thought and absent all conscious effort.
My process is automatic, requiring no conscious effort. It is always 100% successful, leaving behind not a trace of perceived or experienced trauma or suffering. It is Truly effortless, requiring no moral or ideological debate or resistance. I treasure this Mindpower!
But now comes the important part of this essay: How did I achieve, and how do I maintain this glorious MindPower? Understanding this, illuminates to you the interconnectivity I revealed earlier. So here is the psychological breakdown:
In order for this emotional transfer to be automatically triggered 100% of the time, As I desire and with no thoughtful effort, I must be an unconditional lover of Self. I must know with every fiber of both consciousness and subconsciousness, that I never deserve to suffer any pain, victimization, or trauma of any kind, ever. Not physical and not emotional, not inadvertent, not medically necessary, not minor or major. Nothing! Every trauma must be intrinsically recognized and understood within the core psyche as being an outrageous, impossible to justify violation of the Self. on every fundamental and foundational level. This requires the achievement of absolute and unconditional love of Self.
Continuing the breakdown: An absolute and intrinsic right and Self-obligation to both possess and direct limitless external rage and hate upon others, must also be ingrained to core consciousness, so that it can and will be automatically focused and directed upon any and every human being or human structure in sight or in mind, as a response to the pain or trauma presenting itself to your conscious mind.
This external rage and hate cannot be Self-limiting, or selective, or transient in scope or intensity. It also must not require any conscious mind debate. It must be an atomic bomb, ready to explode at any and every moment, as a reflex, a reflective response to all pain and trauma.
Continuing the breakdown: Ownership of the mind is completely essential here. You must fully recognize Self as existing separate from, and above, your brain. Your mind must have been made subservient to the will of You, of Self, and such subservience must be maintained at all times.
You tell your brain what to do, how to react and respond to stimuli. You are the master, you give the orders, you control and direct your experience of existence, as you impose your superior will upon the function of your brain.
Continuing the psychological breakdown: Ego and narcissism, completely apart from love of Self, must be achieved and constantly maintained at maximum levels, and always be kept externally untouchable.
So what if others, so what if everyone else, is subjected to pain and trauma and victimization, too??! This does not excuse or justify or render acceptable even a single nanosecond of the mildest twinge of transient pain, for You. It does not, it cannot, it will not. You do not compare Yourself to others, You do not judge your own experience of existence by contemplating the possible reality perceptions of others. You do not minimize your own trauma, ever, by dissipating injustice to Self, as comparisons to the imagined injustices of others.
So. what have we learned so far, here at Columbine Preparatory Academy?? That this singularly glorious MindPower I have achieved, is completely dependent upon four completely different MindPowers I have also achieved. And I achieved those four, first. Had I not achieved any one of those four, it would have been essentially impossible for Me to achieve the one I specifically articulate here. Not only are all MindPowers linked together, but they exist within a specific, structured hierarchy.
Some MindPowers must be achieved before others can be achieved. Trying to master this MindPower, before you have mastered limitless and unconditional love of Self, for example, will fail. In theory, your efforts could help you to find ways to master such love of Self, but it is a circular, and much more difficult route, and the route is very hard even if you take the straightest path.
Aspiring Superiors: Know how difficult the route is. Understand and follow hierarchical order.
The four foundational platforms that must be mastered first, in any effort to fully reject and transcend your humanity, are, in no specific order because all four must be mastered, and all four are interconnected to the ongoing, evolutionary process of mastery: ♥Limitless and unconditional love of Self.♥ ♥Limitless and unconditional rage and hate directed outward against humans, humanity, and human structures/ideologies.♥ ♥Ownership of the mind and brain as a detached and externally untouchable Self-universe.♥ ♥Development of supreme, maximized, externally untouchable ego and narcissism.♥
Class is now dismissed, folks. Please ignore any gunshots or explosions you might encounter in the hallways as you make your way to the exit doors, and good luck in your homework assignment.