Those of you who read all My essays and texts know I possess many superior, rare, and extraordinarily valuable MindPowers. It is important for all aspiring Superiors to fully understand all primary-level Forbidden Truths, and all top-level MindPowers achieved by Truth-seeking Superiors, are directly linked and interconnected to each other.
What this means, in practical terms, is that any failure to recognize, consciously embrace, and overtly maximize any singular Forbidden Truth or MindPower, will definitely compromise, limit, and very possibly completely destroy your capacity to recognize and realize both Forbidden Truths and personal MindPowers.
This essay is a gift from Me, to genuinely aspiring Superiors who choose to immerse in My texts. There are maybe five of you on planet earth, ten at the most. But you deserve this gift, for being the one out of hundreds of millions, who knows and appreciates the infinite value, the unique preciousness, of My gift of Truth.
In this essay I will provide a dynamic illustration of this interconnection for you to positively grasp. I will break down the psychological and ideological components of one of My most prized and useful MindPowers, explaining how it is developed, nurtured, maintained, and properly maximized.
This MindPower is My automatic, reflective, and “thoughtless” transformation of all of My personal pain, suffering, and trauma, to externalized rage and hate, directed upon others, specific humans, as well as groups of humans and human developed and maintained structures. I use the term “thoughtless” because I want to make the distinction perfectly clear, that this MindPower functions for Me, absent all conscious effort. It is automatic, any pain or trauma experienced or remembered, after exactly 5 seconds of personal experience, is ended, via automatic transformation to limitless, externally focused rage and hate.
If I so desire, I can prevent this transformation. I can choose to abort this automatic transformation, if for some reason I consciously decide that I want to remember a specific trauma at greater length, or experience a current pain at greater length. And very rarely I do exercise this option. But if I do not specifically go out of My way to abort the transformation, it always occurs, automatically and with absolutely no direct focus of thoughts and of mind.
What an extraordinary MindPower! I have trained My brilliant mind to automatically transform any and all personal pain, trauma, and suffering, from the distant past, to the recent past, to any moment of now, such as the actual real-time experience of sitting in a dentist’s chair, for example, into purely vicious and bloodthirsty and sadistic homicidal rage and hate, directed in one way, outward, at any and every available human target.
There is no conscious effort involved, no thought process that occurs or is undertaken.
This is a tremendous breakthrough of MindPower, completely different from any efforts you humans might make, to clumsily attempt, on a conscious level, to “overcome” your pain and trauma, and/or to specifically modify a singular emotional state of mind in a specific instance, from pain and suffering to external rage and hate.
Even if such an effort does work for you, it completely fails to address the next time, and the next time and the next time… Because every human existence, in Truth, consists of relentless external attacks of pain, suffering, and trauma. The only way to defeat them all, is to achieve this MindPower, this transformation of mind absent all thought and absent all conscious effort.
My process is automatic, requiring no conscious effort. It is always 100% successful, leaving behind not a trace of perceived or experienced trauma or suffering. It is Truly effortless, requiring no moral or ideological debate or resistance. I treasure this Mindpower!
But now comes the important part of this essay: How did I achieve, and how do I maintain this glorious MindPower? Understanding this, illuminates to you the interconnectivity I revealed earlier. So here is the psychological breakdown:
In order for this emotional transfer to be automatically triggered 100% of the time, As I desire and with no thoughtful effort, I must be an unconditional lover of Self. I must know with every fiber of both consciousness and subconsciousness, that I never deserve to suffer any pain, victimization, or trauma of any kind, ever. Not physical and not emotional, not inadvertent, not medically necessary, not minor or major. Nothing! Every trauma must be intrinsically recognized and understood within the core psyche as being an outrageous, impossible to justify violation of the Self. on every fundamental and foundational level. This requires the achievement of absolute and unconditional love of Self.
Continuing the breakdown: An absolute and intrinsic right and Self-obligation to both possess and direct limitless external rage and hate upon others, must also be ingrained to core consciousness, so that it can and will be automatically focused and directed upon any and every human being or human structure in sight or in mind, as a response to the pain or trauma presenting itself to your conscious mind.
This external rage and hate cannot be Self-limiting, or selective, or transient in scope or intensity. It also must not require any conscious mind debate. It must be an atomic bomb, ready to explode at any and every moment, as a reflex, a reflective response to all pain and trauma.
Continuing the breakdown: Ownership of the mind is completely essential here. You must fully recognize Self as existing separate from, and above, your brain. Your mind must have been made subservient to the will of You, of Self, and such subservience must be maintained at all times.
You tell your brain what to do, how to react and respond to stimuli. You are the master, you give the orders, you control and direct your experience of existence, as you impose your superior will upon the function of your brain.
Continuing the psychological breakdown: Ego and narcissism, completely apart from love of Self, must be achieved and constantly maintained at maximum levels, and always be kept externally untouchable.
So what if others, so what if everyone else, is subjected to pain and trauma and victimization, too??! This does not excuse or justify or render acceptable even a single nanosecond of the mildest twinge of transient pain, for You. It does not, it cannot, it will not. You do not compare Yourself to others, You do not judge your own experience of existence by contemplating the possible reality perceptions of others. You do not minimize your own trauma, ever, by dissipating injustice to Self, as comparisons to the imagined injustices of others.
So. what have we learned so far, here at Columbine Preparatory Academy?? That this singularly glorious MindPower I have achieved, is completely dependent upon four completely different MindPowers I have also achieved. And I achieved those four, first. Had I not achieved any one of those four, it would have been essentially impossible for Me to achieve the one I specifically articulate here. Not only are all MindPowers linked together, but they exist within a specific, structured hierarchy.
Some MindPowers must be achieved before others can be achieved. Trying to master this MindPower, before you have mastered limitless and unconditional love of Self, for example, will fail. In theory, your efforts could help you to find ways to master such love of Self, but it is a circular, and much more difficult route, and the route is very hard even if you take the straightest path.
Aspiring Superiors: Know how difficult the route is. Understand and follow hierarchical order.
The four foundational platforms that must be mastered first, in any effort to fully reject and transcend your humanity, are, in no specific order because all four must be mastered, and all four are interconnected to the ongoing, evolutionary process of mastery: ♥Limitless and unconditional love of Self.♥ ♥Limitless and unconditional rage and hate directed outward against humans, humanity, and human structures/ideologies.♥ ♥Ownership of the mind and brain as a detached and externally untouchable Self-universe.♥ ♥Development of supreme, maximized, externally untouchable ego and narcissism.♥
Class is now dismissed, folks. Please ignore any gunshots or explosions you might encounter in the hallways as you make your way to the exit doors, and good luck in your homework assignment.
My soul is dead. What does this mean?
First, that I feel nothing emotionally, for others. I feel many things towards others, with great passion, but I do so intellectually, not emotionally.
Second, it means that I move Myself. Period. Nothing else moves Me. Nothing else can move Me. I choose to be moved, when I desire to be moved, and to the degree I desire to be moved.
Third, nothing and nobody can manipulate or influence My feelings for Myself. Nothing, ever. Neither positively or negatively. Although I do choose, sometimes, to use others in ways that exalt My already immense and untouchable ego.
Fourth, having a dead soul maximizes autonomy of Self. It makes absolute and eternal isolation, the greatest bliss. It ensures one is never lonely, never needy, never dependent upon any human in any way, ever. Emotionally speaking, of course.
My soul is dead because I consciously chose to allow and aid it to perish. It died between the age of 13-15.
Before My soul died, it was attacked, compromised, crippled, traumatized. This occurred throughout My childhood, from birth onward, every day. And of course My soul got weaker and sicker with the passage of time. but, and this is very important: I chose to allow it to completely die, between the ages of 13-15. It was a completely conscious, deliberate choice, and absolutely one of the smartest, best decisions I have ever made.
Now, if My soul had not been severely compromised and crippled, I most likely could not and would not have wanted it to die. But it was. And the more important point here is that most children have their souls severely compromised and crippled. But despite this fact, most do not choose to allow it to die. Most fight like hell to keep it alive. And this is a stupid choice.
It is stupid because it is Self-destructive. You humans go through your lives with crippled and compromised souls, and this is why you make so many deranged choices and mistakes.
The injured and compromised soul is your nemesis, it distorts everything that exists within your perceptive universe. It sucks you dry, it destroys your ego, cripples your autonomy, grounds your mind. It makes you small, human.
The dead soul is the opposite. With a dead soul, you can fly, you can soar, you can transcend all human boundaries. It is glorious!
But this does not mean everyone with a dead soul experiences these immense positives. Of course not! If you mourn your dead soul, if you perceive it as a crippling blow to Self, you cannot gain these positives. You must celebrate this death of a part of you. Celebrate it as the greatest of emancipations, understand how it frees you to soar. Only then, can you soar.
Most teenagers & young adults try to nourish and nurture their injured souls back to health. A terrible decision! They doom themselves to lifelong chaos of mind. Never can or will they own themselves. Always they will search for what they can never find.
It is not an easy thing, to allow your soul to die. It is in Truth an act of murder, you must affirmatively choose to murder your compromised soul. When I was publishing My print magazines 27 years ago, I specifically had patches custom-made with the phrase “Dead Soul Society”, to honor My own achievement of soul murder, and to exalt the importance and value of having a dead soul.
One cannot always succeed in allowing the soul to die, even if one sincerely desires it and goes to great effort to try to make it so. As one gets older, it becomes much harder to successfully murder your soul. It is easier during a brief period when the mind itself is making great leaps forward in cognitive and retrospective capacity. Age 11 or 12 is an excellent time to begin trying to murder your own soul, and 14-17 is a good age to actually achieve the feat.
I have thrived for decades with a murdered soul, and it has served Me so well. Listen humans: All of you have compromised souls.
And no matter what types of morality illusions, idealism delusions, or false faces you put on to try to impress yourselves and others, your traumatized souls hang upon you like dead weight, pulling you down, dragging you down, in everything you try to think, and to do.
The traumatized soul is the ultimate shackle, leading you down every dead end of thought, of perception, of possibility, of choice. You must feed it, even as it starves you.
I have tried to describe to you what it is like to have a dead soul, but of course you do not understand, you cannot understand. Your mortally wounded soul won’t allow you to understand.
Even if your soul is absolutely dead, which is a tiny minority of the human-born, it may still shackle and cripple you. To soar with a dead soul, requires you to consciously grasp and embrace the freedom and empowerment offered to you. Without such consciousness, the shackles all remain in place.
The universe is mine, thanks to my dead soul!
The above is a factual Truth. Not a personal perception, or an ideological projection, or a philosophical rationalization. It is simply a statement of fact, consciously realized, understood, embraced, integrated to the Self-mind of Me.
It is a Truth I hold dear, and I make certain to consciously focus upon, each and every day. It is a Truth nobody can touch, and if they try, I destroy them, in one way or another.
Why am I the greatest victim in the history of the universe, yesterday, today, always, forever?? Because I am the owner of Myself, the owner of all that has been, is being, will be, done to Me. It has nothing to do with ego, although a healthy and sane ego is necessary for this, and all, Forbidden Truth realization.
It has to do with factual reality: Your victimization is nothing to Me. It does not exist to Me, because I have not experienced it. And I will never try to pretend to experience it. To do so would be the ultimate insult. Not to you, but to Self.
The inferior, meaning the billions of Unwashed Masses constituting humanity as a whole, refuses to embrace the Forbidden Truth he is the greatest victim in the history of the universe. He will even attack Me, for daring to reveal this Truth to him. Why?? Because he is a Self and Truth-hating hypocrite, a mind-cripple, a masochist clinging to his own pain as a gift given to him by his slavemasters, the slave-state.
“Look at the war refugees, look at the homeless, look at the paralyzed and the dying and the babies being raped by their fathers… How dare you place your own victimhood status ahead of their suffering??” This is the insanity of the inferior humans, and it is directly implanted within their minds by the terrorist structure they call government. “Count your blessings, citizen-slave! Others are suffering more, you are so lucky, now bow and give thanks!”
For this atrocity alone, this desecration of Truth, every government deserves to be destroyed.
The only possible path to positive change, is for the revolution of consciousness to occur, in which every human develops the sanity to know and to consciously experience, each and every moment, as I do, that he is the greatest victim in the history of the universe.
My suffering belongs to Me, it is incomparable. As long as I suffer, as long as I am victimized, nobody else suffers, nobody else is victimized. Their experiences are nothing to Me. And you say this is unfair, immoral, unjust. No! It is the Truth, it is the only path forward, the path of revolution, rooted within limitless and unconditional love of Self.
Suffering will always be acceptable to the human, if he can be brainwashed to believe others are suffering too, or more. Look your enemy in the eye and see what he has done to you!
Others are suffering too, and more?? Whoever and whatever tries to convince you of this, is committing an atrocity upon you, directly attempting to harm you, to violate your victimhood status.
How many living things have you ever claimed to love? How many living things, their personal autonomy of Self and of mind, have you so boldly and cruelly attacked and violated via love bullet?? Are you ready to make amends, not to them, but for Yourself?
This is what you must do: Go to them, every one; the dog, the cat, the mother, the son, the fornication partner, the “best friend”, the wife, the “soul-mate”, go to them all, individually, lock eyes with them, and speak the Truth: “I do not love you. I have never loved you. I cannot, will not, and do not want to love you. My claims in the past to have loved you, no matter how frequent and sincere I made them, were absolute lies. My claims to have loved you were harmful to both Me and you, and on some level of consciousness I claimed to love you because I wanted to hurt and harm you. I am telling you this as an apology to Myself, as part of my rejection of all external love, and my quest to attain supreme love of Self.”
This is what you must do, humans. Track them down, all who have been shot by your poisonous love arrow, all who have not yet become maggot food, and drop your mask, stand up for Yourself, as you stand up for Truth.
Maybe you think this would be cruel? That you would be hurting others by withdrawing your past and/or present claim of love? No! You hurt them by imposing the toxic deception of external love. You hurt them by trying to extort them to love you. By your very words, you directly compromised and helped destroy their capacity to realize what love is, and to try to seek and attain the only valid form of love: Self-love.
In explicitly withdrawing your claim to external love, you help heal a horrific wrong you did to Yourself. You, the supreme Me, the greatest victim of them all. And maybe you could also help your other victims, to break free of the toxic deception and emotional slavery inherent within all external love projections.
What a lovely ending!