I am godless because I was infected by the Insane God Myth, and I terminated the infection by successfully murdering god. The only way for any human-born to become godless, is to consciously, deliberately, proactively, and with full malice aforethought, decide to murder god, and carry out the act.
It does not matter if religion was overtly imposed upon you as a child, or if you were allowed to mature in a god-free environment. This is because, on planet earth for the past 1000+ years, there has never been a god-free environment. Any human who claims he was not infected by the Insane God Myth is a liar, to Himself and to the universe. Every human individual capable of reading these words at this moment in time, was infected by the toxic, highly communicable disease and mind virus that is religion and god. The only way to become godless is to identify god as your mortal enemy, and to carry out this murder, which involves extreme violence: Rape, sadism, penetration, blood-letting, torment, dismemberment, and cannibalism.
Does it really have to be all that gruesome and violent?? Yes, of course it does. Why? Because that is exactly how gruesome and violent the assaults and attacks that resulted in you becoming infected with the Insane God Myth, were. Your perceptions of how and why you became a god addict, do not matter. Whether you consciously perceive yourself as victim of such gruesome and violent attack, does not matter. You were viciously attacked, over and over, for years. Your sacred space of mind was terrorized and assaulted, if fact permanently mutilated. The very fact that you need to dismember and cannibalize god in order to become godless, proves these Truths.
How many human-borns are godless? One out of ten million, at most. Probably no more than one out of fifty million. Is the number really that low?? Of course it is. The vast majority of all who claim to be atheists, remain completely and fully infected by the Insane God Myth. Even if you consciously carry out the murder of god as I describe above, with absolute success, and only a tiny percentage of self-claimed atheists even try, that does not, in itself, render you godless.
To be godless is to know that you are dead, within every real-time moment of Now, and to consciously embrace this Forbidden Truth. To be godless is to completely reject every notion of existence post termination of your own brain wave activity. To be godless is to know that religion and the Insane God Myth have already carried out your murder, even as you successfully murder god.
To be godless is not to be free. It is the opposite, the exact opposite, you dull-minded fools! To be godless is to know that you were born into universal slavery, and can never be free, because the mind virus that is god and religion claims and exerts dominion over the entire human universe of mind consciousness. Your own triumph does not, cannot, will not, alter this Forbidden Truth.
I am godless, yet god is My murderer. My murder of god, beautiful and delicious and gory as a rainbow cut in half and left to bleed out every color, does not bring me to life. The world is dead because the collective consciousness of humanity as a species, is dead.
I am dead. Your murder victim. And so I will hate with pride, purity, and perfection. I will hate, individually and collectively, what is guilty and responsible for My death, for My murder. I will hate you, all of you.
For those of us who choose to dwell within the darkness of Forbidden Truth, who find the strength and inspiration to choose this bottomless pit and transform it to the highest mountain via our rejection of The Matrix of Universal Illusion and our transcendence of our pathetic birth origin, every victory is dark. Dark, useless, meaningless. But real. Real, meaning beyond the boundaries of slavery and subservience, stupidity and delusion, insanity and cowardice, that comprise all experience of all existence for all of you normals, all of you Inferiors.
Forever godless, forever dead. I remain, your murder victim.
I have alreadywritten numerous essays on the mind murder that is human censorship, but with My paid domain, forbiddentruthblog.com, permanently suspended at the behest of government a little over two weeks ago, I deem today as the perfect day to launch the definitive Mind Bomb text, a very lengthy and complete dismemberment of this universal human perversion.
I’m going to begin by discussing the specific facts of My own domain suspension, then broaden the topic to reveal universal Forbidden Truths that define what censorship is, the reasons it is practiced, and the end-result consequences of it.
As you know from reading My recent posts, My premium, owned and monetarily paid Domain, frorbiddentruthblog.com, was murdered on March 16th, 2019, by GoDaddy.com, a so-called “private” company, at the behest of ICANN, a pseudo-government organization of mind murderers and terrorists who dictate, control, and compel elimination of online content. ICANN was created by the most repressive and fascist government on planet earth, amerikkka, in 1998, yet bills itself as being a “nonprofitpublic benefit corporation organized under the California Nonprofit Public Benefit Corporation Law for charitable and public purposes.“
Absolute bullsh*t! I will tell you what ICANN is: The head of the beast. It is the covert authority by which amerikkka as a government controls, dictates, and censors via domain name suspension, the contents of the internet, across all of planet earth. Further, it controls how search engines rank and display websites and blogs, thereby dictating which content becomes popular because it appears at the top of web searches, and which content is buried at the bottom, and which content you can never find via search engine, because it is relegated to the legalized criminality of the “Dark Web”.
Just as the FCC, Federal Communications Commission, has been deployed for decades by the amerikkkan regime to control the exact parameters of what every amerikkkan citizen-slave can see and hear on television and radio, ICANN is the unseen hand by which the amerikkkan regime actively and overtly seeks to control all internet content, via extortion, bribery, legal threat, moral blackmail, and the overall terrorist force that is governmental law.
Within the 21st century Matrix of Universal Illusion, western regimes provide and protect human freedoms. This is the overarching lie by which universal slavery for all is successfully maintained by government. And that is why ICANN exists within secrecy and shadow, concealing from public knowledge exactly what it is, exactly what it does, and how it functions as the supreme arbitrator and controller of internet content via the murder of web addresses, achieved via the annihilation of Domain Names.
For example, looking at My case specifically, forbiddentruthblog.com was purchased by Me from a private company called WordPress.com. WordPress.com processed the transaction, but did not perform the actual domain registration. Instead, they hired and used a different private company, GoDaddy.com, to perform the actual registration. The end result being that wordpress.com hosted the website, but allowed GoDaddy.com to control the domain name itself. Why? Because it is tactically beneficial to the government to limit the number of domain registrars in existence. Why? Because it is much easier to terrorize, bribe, and control 50 “private” companies, instead of 50,000.
So, 18 hours after I published an essay revealing the Forbidden Truths of Brenton Tarrant’s Christchurch mosque massacres, and embedding the complete and uncensored 15:55 livestream that he made via his head-mounted video camera, GoDaddy.com suspended My domain. I had no account with GoDaddy, my account was with WordPress.com. But GoDaddy was still able to perform the suspension. This allowed WordPress.com to deny all responsibility for the suspension, and it allows GoDaddy to refuse to give Me any information on why they did the suspension or how to end the suspension. They can’t help Me, I don’t have any account with them. And of course neither company dares to implicate ICANN, in reality the amerikkkan regime itself, as being the guilty party that solicited and demanded the suspension be performed.
Via this process, the perverse lie of a free and open internet is maintained. The vast majority of you pathetic sheeple believe that private companies decide and determine if and when to suspend domains, completely blind to the fact and the Truth that the amerikkkan regime itself can, does, and will directly demand and compel the murder of internet content, not merely via court order, but much more commonly, simply by deploying the terrorist force of ICANN against domain registrars such as GoDaddy.com.
Understand: Every top-level Domain Registrar in the entire world, must be licensed and given permission by ICANN, in order to sell domains. Here is the list:
So, let us detonate the first Mind Bomb: What you are allowed to read, see, and hear on the internet is directly controlled, regulated, and censored by western governments, and very specifically by the amerikkkan regime, via deployment of a covert and secretive agency it directly created in 1998, ICANN, The Internet Corporation for Assigned Names and Numbers.
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Now, let us look at the specific facts of the Brenton Tarrant Christchurch mosque massacre livestreamed head-cam video. If you have not seen it in full, you can go to this essay and follow the link instructions it provides:
If you followed this news event in real-time as it was unfolding on March 15-17, 2019, you know that this livestreamed mass murder video garnered a tremendous amount of media and government attention. Top leaders of government, within 2-4 hours of the event itself, overtly and publicly conspired to wipe the internet clean of this video footage. All Youtube, Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, and other social media accounts that dared to post or provide links to the full and uncensored video, were suspended. This was done by the social media companies, which claim to be “private” but in Truth follow and obey all orders and demands made of them by the amerikkkan regime. Privately owned Domains which dared to post the video were also suspended, via an orchestrated campaign of government, using ICANN to terrorize domain registrars who may have resisted actually carrying out the suspensions. My Domain lasted for about 18 hours, and 7000 unique views to the page, before it was permanently suspended.
Now, let us begin to properly understand why this orchestrated censorship campaign was initiated and carried out by western government. Watch the uncensored 15:55 video right now, thanks to My great courage and generosity in posting it for all of humanity, in the Name of Truth. It shows actual human beings shot dead, yes it does. It shows a so-called “illegal and criminal act” occurring, yes it does.
But, is it graphically violent??? Certainly not! The vast majority of fictional movies and action video games, declared overtly legal and specifically marketed to children, depict violence in a far more graphic way than this video. This video is blurry, everyone shot is shown at a distance, no closeups of spurting blood, no closeups of faces screaming for help, no dismembered limbs, much less severed heads. So how can the censorship of this non-graphic violence be demanded and imposed, even as much more graphic violence is declared perfectly legal and appropriate as internet content??
One argument the universal terrorists who hide behind the label of government will make, is that Brenton’s video depicts a “criminal and illegal act”, therefore it itself, the video itself, is illegal to make, to possess, to distribute. How absurd! First, all western regimes claim to provide a presumption of innocence to all who are accused of illegal acts. Therefore it is impossible to legally judge anything Brenton may have done as being criminal or illegal, prior to a trial and judicial decree, which takes months of time, not 2-4 hours.
Second, government routinely chooses to overtly broadcast and publicize criminal and illegal acts. For example, surveillance camera video of the 2013 Boston Marathon bombing by the Martyred Tsarnaev brothers, prior to their identification and capture, was broadcast over and over by all national media networks in amerikkka, at the specific behest of the regime. Every single day, dozens of criminal and illegal acts are broadcast by western media: A man in a pickup truck tries to kidnap a child walking to school in the morning, a hooded man robs a convenience store at gunpoint at 3:00 AM, a driver flees the scene of a hit and run accident, news media outlets are directly asked to broadcast these types of criminal and illegal acts, by government agents and representatives.
Another argument made by government is that the uncensored video might encourage others to commit “copycat” acts of violence. Fact: Every 21st century society and government overtly encourages, facilitates, and carries out brutal and devastating violence against the body, mind, and consciousness of every single individual it claims ownership of as a citizen-slave, each and every day, from birth until death. Individual acts of “criminal” violence, reflect and expose this Forbidden Truth to the open-air consciousness of Truth-seekers, of those not yet completely brainwashed and indoctrinated to blind embrace of the endless streams of propaganda retched forth by The Matrix of Universal Illusion.
Before any society or government dares to suggest an altruistic motivation for the censorship of outlaw violence, it is proactively obligated to eradicate and eliminate the hundreds of different forms of completely legal physical, psychological, ideological, and structural violence it chooses to inflict upon all human-borns. Absent such reform , any censorship of “illegal” violence merely serves to cover-up and conceal the Forbidden Truths of the genocidal harm it overtly commits and sponsors.
Another argument made by government is that Brenton was a racist, a nationalist, prejudiced against muslims, etc…and if his video were broadcast openly, it would legitimize and encourage others to think that racism, nationalism, religious prejudice, etc…, are good and appropriate. Listen to Me: Every 21st century western society and government is built and based upon racism, nationalism, and every imaginable form of prejudice. These mindsets are overtly and covertly promoted, encouraged, and rewarded by the leaders of every society. But of course this is a Forbidden Truth, and what better way to conceal this Forbidden Truth, than to adopt a moralistic stance of outrage at the “horrific and unacceptable” expression of racism, nationalism, and prejudice delivered by Brenton. Condemn and demonize him and his actions, and you conceal from human consciousness the fact that racism is a cornerstone doctrine by which governments teach patriotic obedience to their citizen-slaves: “Stand together and we will protect you from them“.
And nationalism, pride in your country, your heritage, the traditions of the past, a past censored clean of the horrors that built and sustain the perverse illusions that there is something great and grand and good in giving your sacred and irreplaceable life away to serve as a slave to something that is devoted to nothing but universal destruction and death for all. And prejudice, black against white, man against woman, rich against poor, educated against dumb, christian against muslim, young against old, how many hundreds of different systems of prejudice are built and so carefully maintained and promoted by every society?? So that the True and real enemy can never be identified.
Censoring Brenton’s video, along with demonizing him and his Manifesto, is the perfect way to conceal the Forbidden Truth his actions revealed: That he is nothing more than an accurate reflection, a good student, a successful absorber, of the ideologies and doctrines overtly promoted by his and all other 21st century western societies, cultures, and governments.
The censorship by government of Brenton’s headcam video is an act of violence millions of times more reprehensible than what Brenton did. It is an act of murder against Truth, fact, reality. It is an attempt to destroy something beautiful, an illumination by an individual torture victim, revealing the horrific secret of what was done to him, the same thing that was done, that is done, to every child and every adult by the collective malice, stupidity, insanity, and misdirected rage and hate inculcated and imposed as mind poison, by this very same and exact structure: government.
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So now let us broaden out this discussion, let us out censorship for what it is, let us define it within the parameters of Truth, stripping away the layers of definitional brainwashing that cling like rotting flesh to the eyes and minds of you humans. These definitions apply to censorship itself, in totality, to all acts of censorship, in all situations and circumstances, carried out by governments, by private companies, and by individuals. There must be no distinctions made here, no segmentation to types. Because the motivations and the consequences, the end results, of censorship are always the same.
Ø Censorship is an act of murder. Always it is so. Every attempt to censor is an act of attempted murder, and every actual and realized censor is the successful achievement of murder. What is being murdered: Fact, reality, Truth, a sacred individual voice and mind, attempting to illuminate something terrible, in noble reflection of his own experiences of injustice, harm, brutality, destruction. To support or to allow any act of censorship to occur, is to be an active co-conspirator to commit and to carry out murder.
Ø Censorship is the byproduct of a censored mind. To even conceive of censoring a thing, allowing a thing to be censored, participating in censorship, be it as an active supporter or a passive observer, an individual must possess a censored brain, he must have already purged realms of possibility from his mind horizons, drowned and strangled and caged his own capacity to bear witness and to attempt to decipher, what is real and factual and True.
Ø Censorship is the sanctification of devolution. What does this mean? As I reveal within My Texts, humanity as a species has been in a state of devolution, rather than evolution, for many thousands of years. Censorship is a core manifestation of this genetic brain defect within the species. When the external expression of any concept of mind is censored, all potential for evolutionary progress is lost. Every act of censorship lives forever, it carries forth a narrowing and deformation of conceptual possibility, that extends hundreds and thousands of years into the future.
As an example, consider how the world might be different today, if every voice and every mind 1000 years ago, felt free enough to openly express every thought and idea, no matter how unpopular or terrifying it might be, and every “other” voice and mind felt free enough to allow the thought and idea to exist in peace, absent all censorship? Would the insanities and abominations of government, religion, parenthood, money, marriage, external love, even exist today? Or would they have slowly disintegrated to dust, erased by a slow tide of enlightenment made possible by the open and free contemplation of a limitless spectrum of possibility? The hopelessness of the human condition today, is directly caused by the collective, destructive weight of thousands of years of social, cultural, and government organized and ritualized censorship.
Ø All censorship is Self-censorship. This might sound identical to the above Mind Bomb of Censorship is the byproduct of a censored mind, but no, there is a different level of psychological force that must be understood: Nobody wants to censor the external idea or image or word or philosophy from others. No matter what they say, that they want to protect children or preserve morality or make the world a better place, etc…, the reality is that every would-be censor, is simply trying to protect and shield his own mind and consciousness, from being forced to confront something he himself is too terrified to openly contemplate and address.
Ø Censorship is the external destruction of freedom of mind, and therefore the destruction of all individual capacity to define what freedom is, and therefore the destruction of all individual capacity to try to seek and attain freedom. Absent freedom of mind, freedom itself can and will never be defined or understood within the parameters of fact and Truth. And what is freedom of mind? A voiding of all censorship, meaning the individual capacity to contemplate a limitless spectrum of possibility absent all external barriers. Censorship is an offensive weapon deployed by social and cultural leaders, for the specific purpose of erecting these external barriers within the consciousness and subconsciousness of all individuals, so that nobody is even capable of trying to attain actual freedom, as it is Truthfully defined by Me in various other Texts.
Ø Censorship is the organized promotion of ideas and ideology. Of course it is! Every act of destruction is also an act of creation. When you annihilate something that has been created, it must and will always be replaced by something else. governments utilize this promotion in two distinct ways: 1) To promote doctrine directly opposite to what is being censored, or, 2), much more commonly, to covertly and subliminally promote and encourage the very doctrine, ideology, and behaviors that are being censored.
Ø Censorship is socially organized violence and terrorism. Period. It is a violent attack against individual minds, an attack organized, orchestrated, and carried out for a specific reason, to permanently cripple and stunt brain functionality, and to terrorize others into ideological submission, to compel others to abandon facts, realities, and Truths, and their open expression, under direct threat of ridicule, condemnation, and harm, harm ranging from stripping of titles and licenses, to mob attack, to assassination, to forced caging in mental asylums.
Ø Censorship is a symptom of mental illness as it is Truthfully defined. To not want to know what is True and real and factual, to be obsessed with denying others the right to express themselves, even as you demand the right and freedom to express yourself, to pretend to strive for progress, knowledge, enlightenment, a better future, while at the same time destroying your own capacity to consider all possibilities and avenues of thought and behavior, this is mental illness and dysfunction at a core, foundational level.
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To conclude, it is My honor to be an ongoing victim of both overt and covert censorship by society and government. Every attempt to censor My voice, be it successful or not, fills Me with pride, it feeds My love of Self, in perfect harmony with My hatred of all humans, individually and collectively. Because the very fact that censorship exists today, in a so-called age of enlightenment, that it can be envisioned and contemplated, much less carried out against Me as an act of murder, proves that everything I reveal about humanity as a collective whole, is True.
Censorship will end when humanity ends. Every voice and image and text and video recording that you mind-murder from your collective consciousness, continues to silently stalk you. In the end, these artifacts, along with their Martyred creators, will remain as the only True testaments that define and expose your devolutionary death spiral to near-term species extinction.
Hello! It’s still and yet again, Me, The Seer of Forbidden Truth, with another very important, at least to Me, update. On March 15, 2019, just ten days ago, Brenton Tarrant successfully carried out the most prolific lone gunman mass murder rampage in New Zealand history. Targeting two mosques in the deliciously named city of Christchurch, Brenton shot 100 humans who were wasting their time praying to an imaginary and non-existent god inside of two mosques, killing 50 of them. What’s more, he mounted a video camera to his head and livestreamed over 50% of his rampage over the internet! This video footage instantly became the hottest content in the world, and every government on earth embarked upon a diligent campaign to censor and remove it from all media platforms.
Less than 24 hours after this uniquely compelling explosion of True Reality rage and hate, I wrote and published yet another brilliant essay at My blog, The Forbidden Truth Blog, including a video embed of Brenton’s entire 15:55 livestream, completely uncensored and unedited. I and I alone had the courage to defy the universal, combined, conspiratorial censorship of all governments on earth. Nobody else dared publish this video, not heavy.com, not liveleaks.com, none of the arab media either, nobody! Only Me. During the first 18 hours after posting, I registered almost 6000 unique page views, to this essay. Then I was the victim of murder, yet another murder. Every day I am murdered, of course.
But on March 16, the terrorism that is government deployed the hit squad known as Icann, to terrorize the Domain registrar who controlled forbiddentruthblog.com, to suspend and terminate this domain, eradicating 900 of My brilliant essays from all of cyberspace. I knew before I posted this essay that there was a very good chance this would happen. But of course I posted it anyway, because I fear nothing and am always personally untouchable. Beyond that, I absolutely love to have Forbidden Truth proven to Me, directly and personally. For the record, the media platform medium.com also suspended and deleted My account for posting Brenton’s uncensored livestream. Only minds.com stood up for freedom, fact, reality, and Truth. Check them out if you are looking for a place to share Truth.
To be murdered and possess the capacity to consciously know you were and are being murdered, this is a great gift for the uniquely conscious mind of a top-level Superior. And so I took the “hit” with pride and gratitude, rising from the ashes, reassembling My dismembered Self yet again, just as I did so many years ago, during My childhood, when I was murdered, as all children are murdered. So, forbiddentruthblog.com is forever dead. But I live, within death, at My new fortress of ideological solitude:
Every blog post I have made, has been moved there and is once again available for the entire universe to savor, at least if they have an internet connection. 🙂 I invite all fans and foes, those who worship My brilliance as well as those who dwell in terror at My existence, to come on over to My new home. It is very messy right now, every post I have made, 900 of them, must be edited for the new platform, but that is a labor of love for Me, months of time for Me to reread every brilliant word and idea I have so generously shared with you Truth-hating hypocrites. So, that is the news. My blog was murdered, as I was murdered, and My blog will be murdered, as I will be murdered, as all Truth is always murdered. But for now, we can still pretend to be alive.
I create all the pleasure that I need to thrive as a Self-universe, within the fertile darkness of my True Reality. Happiness is for fools, pleasure is reserved for those who know there is not and can never be, anything to be happy about.
So, what gives Me pleasure? For one, decapitating your delusions and dismembering your illusions, human inferior! It’s not an obsession of mine, just something to ignite my pleasure dome. I like to try to destroy your shelters, violate your havens, pierce and obliterate your safe spaces of mind.
I am a murderer of your most sacred, most precious, most prized, illusions and delusions. This is not an easy murder to carry out completely and successfully. Out of 100,000 attempts, maybe one is fully successful. But that’s okay, because my attacks are broad in scope, and long-lasting.
Just one public essay is written and posted, and there it sits in cyberspace, patiently waiting for the right prey to come along, someone vulnerable of mind, open to Forbidden Truth but unable to actually cope with it, unable to bear the shattering of their illusions and delusions, when it detonates as a Mind Bomb and sprays its shrapnel.
You think your life has meaning and purpose? I seek to murder your delusion.
You think you will experience an afterlife when you die? I seek to murder your delusion.
You think you are alive?? You are sure of it, it must be so, no? But I can murder your delusion, simply by telling you the Forbidden Truth, if you expose and open your mind to it, as an inferior.
How deliciously delightful, to murder you by convincing you that you are already dead, that it is time to stop pretending. Now you dwell within a coffin of consciousness, built and gifted by Me, to and for you. Stop pulling on the coffin nails, dead one!
Is it a gift, or a curse? Am I giving you life by informing you that you are already dead? Or am I sealing you inside of your coffin, making the rot impossible to resist any longer? It all depends upon whether you are an inferior, as 99.9999999% of all humans are, or a Superior, able to thrive within Truth. If you are an inferior, the Forbidden Truths can murder you, destroy you, drive you to despair and to give up via psychological breakdown, leaving you broken and paralyzed, craving the death of mind that can only come concurrent with the disintegration of your entire Self-universe.
Yes, I am cruel and sadistic, reveling in your deaths, in reflection of my own soul murder. And so I launch my Mind Bombs, never really knowing how many murders I am successfully carrying out. But that’s okay. I know there are some, and that is good, that gives Me pleasure.
A select few of you are strengthened by my Mind Bombs, and that is good, too. That gives Me pleasure, too. But most of you are weakened, and a few of you die, simply as a side-effect of gaining the awareness, consciously or subconsciously, that you are already dead.
Death of illusion, death of delusion, death of an inferior mind too crippled to thrive within Truth. Death earned. Death well-deserved.
Those who can only thrive within illusion and delusion, bring death to humanity itself. They carry within them the communicable mind toxins that murder all human potential. And so I continue to launch my heat-seeking missiles, errr missives, in search of prey. Predator and prey, every human-born is both, at one time or another, at one stage or another, of this universal delusion of existence.
Once I was prey, now I am predator. The perfect circle of universal harm is honored, as it expresses and reflects the Forbidden Truth.
Humans! Lend Me your ears, loan Me your minds, allow Me to hijack your eyes! I want to show you the Truth. I want you to know the Truth. Do not be afraid! They are only words. Words to create ideas, ideas to create new realities, new realities to drive you to madness, so you may sever your own throat in order to prevent the blood from reaching your brain so that you never again are compelled to know that you are already dead!
May I murder you, simply by making you understand that you are already dead, inferior human? May I at least try?? Think about it, you really have nothing to lose, nothing but your illusions and delusions.
Thank you for the opportunity. It is my pleasure, to try, and to continue to try.
I want you to know that you are not mentally ill. No matter what the humans say, and no matter how emphatically they say it, you are a pale reflection of the mental derangement and the insanity that is embedded within humanity as a species. Those who label you as being mentally ill are dead wrong, they are blind hypocrites who project onto others, what they are unable and unwilling to face within themselves.
Also, Nikolas, I want you to know how proud I am of the fact that you found a way to reject the demands of 21st century amerikkkan society and government, that you destroy Yourself, and instead turned your justified rage and hate outward. So impressive, especially given the fact that you have overtly harmed Yourself, physically, in the past.
But not this time. Be proud of Yourself, and now is the time to fully embrace and to cultivate limitless and unconditional love of Self.
Nikolas, look up, look up at Yourself with awe, pride, and love!
Nikolas, you are not a Doing. You are a Being. Nothing you do, or fail to do, defines You. Be a brain in infinite love with itself, slicing like a hot knife through butter, through every cage, every steel bar, every handcuff and every shackle, each and every day, to attain new heights of personal freedom and untouchability.
Nobody can ever cage your brain, Nikolas, unless you allow them this violation of your Self-universe. Don’t!
Nikolas, no living thing in this universe has the right to judge you. Whoever and whatever dares to stand in judgment of You, proves by the very attempt, that it is beneath You, something pathetic and worthy only of your pitiless scorn and overt destruction.
Nikolas, I give you this gift of Truth because you deserve it. You deserve it because to humanity you are now a monster. That judgment, proves to Me that you worthy of eternal pleasure and power as a Self-universe.
Wishing you all the best, forever to thrive as a untouchable mind.
Torture Victim and Martyr Nikolas Cruz as a baby, held by his mother/slaveowner.
So, today is “Valentine’s Day”, an official holiday throughout all of amerikkka and in many dozens of other terrorist nation-states. It is one of the worst of all holidays invented by The Matrix of Universal Illusion. It is a holiday that sanctifies hate, under the perverse illusion and delusion of love. It is a holiday that asks you to decapitate your own ego, to place Yourself at the mercy of another, to beg someone else to love you, someone who is incapable of loving you, at the cost of destroying your own capacity and sacred obligation to become and to always be, an untouchable lover of Self.
All external love is a lie, pure illusion and delusion. It is also a premier weapon of universal destruction deployed by all societies and governments to render all of humanity addicted to hate, to hatred of Self, but never able to consciously perceive or understand what is being taken from them, and how they are being psychologically suffocated, crippled, and destroyed.
I pity you pathetic humans, even as I hate you within the glorious mind passion of Self-love and Truth-love. How can you be so blind and so stupid, to choose an imaginary lifetime of addiction and dependency to the toxic and absurd lie of external love, all the versions, from romantic to familial to soul-mate, when all of it is an atrocity being carried out against you.
It is an atrocity of mind control, a malicious, externally induced trance, by which you negate the most sacred strength of the Self-mind you can ever possess, unconditional and untouchable love of Self. You destroy love itself, the only valid form and manifestation of love, in reflection of the hatred you have been subconsciously and subliminally brainwashed and terrorized to choose to impose upon Yourself.
Valentine’s Day celebrates hate, the most toxic and corrosive form of hate, never acknowledged, never seen in the light of Forbidden Truth.
Well, I celebrate hate too, hatred for the lie of love!
Your hatred destroys you, because it is directed inward. And you can deny and reject this Truth as much as you want, your denial changes nothing. Every human who professes any form or level of external love, imposing it upon another or seeking it from another, is actively and overtly destroying love, all love. He is committing an act of sabotage upon and against Himself.
My hatred nourishes, empowers, glorifies, Me. It gives Me life. It is pure and honest and sincere. It is right, righteous, justified. I hate every illusion, every lie, of love. I hate love, as I hate Valentine’s Day, as I hate all who promote, deploy and embrace external love as a weapon of Self-destruction. Hate everywhere, is the only valid response to the lie of external love, promoted everywhere, embraced everywhere, sucking the life out of everyone, destroying Truth and Self.
Love belongs to Me. Love is owned by Me. Love is My prisoner. Stalked, cornered, dissected, consumed, forever within Me. I give love to Myself, always and only. Whoever wants to be loved is My enemy, seeking to extract, to take what is mine, something precious and sacred that belongs to Me.
How many billions of you fools pretend to crave love?? You are convinced that love is your path to nirvana. But you are pretending, lying to Yourselves, deluding Yourselves! Because you don’t crave love, you want some other thing that is incapable of loving you, to pretend to love you, so you can pretend that you are loved, even as you continue to subconsciously hate, despise, and destroy Yourself! Pathetic and broken mind drones!
Today, let us honor those who seek True love by embracing external hate. The school shooters, the serial killers, the children who pull the limbs off of insects, the honestly vicious rapists, instead of the mind rapists who seduce via sweet-talk.
External love is a poison, administered by The Matrix of Universal Illusion. George Orwell could not quite realize or articulate this Forbidden Truth: All external love is cloaked Self-hate. It is so.
What better way to destroy all human potential, than to entrance every human to give Himself away, piece by piece, day by day, year by year. Love somebody else. Find a way to convince somebody else to love you. It is very important to give it all away, suck Yourself dry. And if you feel the need to be loved, after you drain all the love from Yourself, you must find someone else to love you. Let them nourish your need to be loved, live for them, for their love.
Disgusting. You destroy Yourselves as you destroy others, as you beg them to help you to destroy Yourselves, all of it within utter mind-blindness. Valentine’s Day and every day for you humans, consists of the worship of the lie of love while hopelessly trapped within a perfect circle of Self-hate.
Shoot that poison arrow!!