self love

Celebrating the Self-universe of Me

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I have spent the past 3-4 weeks obsessively re-reading all of My writings. All of them, millions and millions of words, from My 2000 page handwritten autobiography, to My 1989-1991 print zine, to the xerox copies of letters that I wrote and sent to pen-pal correspondents during that era, to My 10,000+ usenet newsgroup posts, made under numerous screen names, to My Main Manifesto, to My blog, and many other writings made to many other online forums, that will never be directly linked to how you creatures reading this now, know me.
I chose to undertake this project as part of the continuous process of Self-adulation, Self-worship, and Self-love, that defines My personal triumph of consciousness, and what a wonderful experience it has been. To bear witness to the perfection of a mind unchained, Truth and love, hate and rage and blood-thirst and brilliance and untouchability and ego and so much more, all growing, thriving, overwhelming all else, over the course of decades, everything molding and melding and solidifying to an immovable mass that thrives even as it lays dead forever, never even given the chance to be born.
Via this immersion, everything I know to be True has become stronger. Past, present, and future distinctly separated, even as they seamlessly merge. I know My own beauty, brilliance, wisdom, perfection, rage, hate, better than ever before. And to know Yourself as you are, is the key to knowing all Truth, as it is.
It is remarkable, even to Me, how right I have always been, about everything. No mistakes, no errors of perception or judgment. Only Truths that needed to be fleshed out, deepened, carved more beautifully and perfectly, which is exactly what I have done over the course of my illusion of time, within My texts.
In totality, My writings present a complete picture of humanity, and of all Truth. There is not much to add, only stray facts that can be further fleshed out. And so My future public writings will be minimal. Humanity is unworthy of the gift of Forbidden Truth, much less the repetition of it. I am too precious to waste words on humans, when I can spend the time carving perfection upon the landscape of My mind.
One of the potential end results that inspired this Self-immersion, was the thought of writing and publishing a print book of Forbidden Truth, a vanity project of very high quality and length, with a purchase price of $100-$300. But this will not happen. My decision is to not pursue such a project. The Forbidden Truths will remain free, free and scattered across cyberspace, available to all, every Truth needed for humanity to save itself has already been revealed by Me, openly and publicly, and right now you can see it all, take it all and change the world. But of course you cannot, and you will not, because you are what you are, a pathetic, failed, diseased and doomed species of cowards and fools.
There is no benefit to Me, to create and to publish such a book, because I know what I am, and I know what you are. There is nothing to prove, because everything is known. Truth is dead, and will always be dead, to you creatures, no matter who presents it, and no matter how it is presented.
The purity of Truth will always be preserved by Me. Truth and Self, pure and externally untouchable, no matter what I choose to do. But still, I make choices that minimize external contamination, even as I keep my gift in the public domain, celebrating the fact it is universally rejected, ignored, condemned, ridiculed.
I am not My words. I am not My ideas. I am My experiences: Victim. Creation. Slave. Harmed. Destroyed. Caged. Murdered. The knowledge of what I am, is what gave Me the brilliance to uncover and to reveal the Forbidden Truths of humanity. And there they are, pretending to exist as words and ideas, on this internet thing, a caged collection of human minds pretending to be free, pretending to seek enlightenment, a new universal illusion, a playground for the dead who are too stupid and blind to see their own corpses and skeletons and brain-free skulls.
Hello again, humans of the internet world! It’s nice to see you! Thank you for the pleasure of your observation of My words and ideas. Look at them, see them through your hopelessly broken and diseased brains. Your failure to know, to understand, to recognize the Forbidden Truths, that is My triumph, and I must celebrate it. A useless triumph, made useful only via the perfection of My own Self-universe. You don’t quite understand that last sentence? How absolutely, adorably perfect!
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Forever Yours In Hate

No matter where I go and no matter what I do, I will always hate. I will hate individuals and groups, ideologies and structures. I will hate everything that humanity is, and therefore everything that humanity does. And therefore I will hate you, human. You are hated to infinity, because the mirror never lies, and I was born a victim of hate, and created within the smoldering embers and sparks of hate.
Hate is the great elixir. The medicine that heals the soul dead. In hate, and only in hate, I love. I love Myself. Something beautiful and perfect and untouchable, built upon the foundation of limitless and pure hate. Hate never needs to be justified. The justification for hate is the very fact that it exists, that it thrives, that it nourishes Me, that it enables and facilitates the infinite glory of limitless love of Self. I am the justification for all hate.
Wherever you find violence and brutality, cruelty and sadism, indifference to suffering and the celebration of pain, you will find Me. No apologies, no regrets, no remorse. My law is the law of reflection. My god is the love I create and give to Myself. My hate is the blood and the oxygen and the heartbeat of a body subordinated to a mind.
In hate I am free, even as the cages remain locked. Hate opens all windows and doors, hate allows Me to see what has been taken from Me. The more I hate you, the more I love Myself. Hate is what makes Self-love a functional reality.
Philosophies and ideas and brilliant insights of Forbidden Truth on specific issues, all of these things are pale reflections of the life force that is Me, a life force forged and sustained by the reality of unconditional hate. I am not what I do, I am what has been done to Me. Hate is the gift of love, given to Self.
You will know the Truth when you have purged and exorcised every drop of Self-hate, not via forgiveness or rationalization, but via overt transformation and redirection to limitless and unconditional hatred of human beings, humanity, and all human systems and structures. And then made pure love to this hate, embracing external hate as the only legitimate gateway path to attaining untouchable love of Self.
Am I a hater, or am I lover of Self? I am a hater. Always I will identify as a hater, even as I perfect love of Self. Because absent hate, my love of Self would evaporate. Blood. Oxygen. Heartbeat. You make it so, death worshipers! Love is the gun, but hate are the bullets. And what use is a gun, absent bullets?
My hate lives and dies with Me. And so I just wanted to say, I am forever yours, in hate.
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The Cosmic Lie of an External Universe

Foundational lies are mind-killers. The foundational lie does not merely decimate and render invisible a specific Forbidden Truth, or even a series of Forbidden Truths. The foundational lie destroys the capacity of the individual to perceive The Matrix of Universal Illusion. It is a lie that gives birth, literally, to hundreds and thousands of other lies. It creates an entire future of mind entombment, it builds the coffin within which the inferior is psychologically condemned to waste and to sacrifice his illusion of existence.
The external universe is such a lie, a mind-murdering lie. From the moment your brain developed the capacity of Self-realization, and this occurred while you were still womb-caged, the lie of an external universe was maliciously imposed. The lie that you are a part of something bigger than Yourself, the lie that it is your mandate and obligation to integrate to something that already exists, to study it, learn it, value it, become a part of it…and in the process, once you do, guess what…You become eternally lost, eternally lost from Yourself, from your own potential, from the Forbidden Truths of the Self-universe!
The stupid and the inferior will insist that there is an external universe, that it existed before they were born, and it will continue to exist after they die. They will insist this is factual reality, Truth in itself, and to deny it is to abandon Truth. No! They are wrong, dead wrong.
Before You, there was nothing, after You, there will be nothing. The fact that You can perceive nothing, creates the reality of nothing, the reality of pre-You and the reality of post-You. The notion of an external universe demands both belief and abdication of the sacredness of the Self. External universe is a weaponized lie, a false construct developed and maintained by every human culture, society, and government, for the specific purpose of neutering and crippling the capacity, the potential, and the motivational inspiration of the individual to recognize, develop, and maximize his own Self-universe.
Everything you do that integrates to what you already find in place, is an abdication of your capacity to develop and to create an independent, untouchable, Truth and Self-love based, internal universe. Ask not what the world can do for You, because to do so destroys your capacity to know what the world has done, is doing, and will do, to you!
Before You, there was nothing. after You, there will be nothing. Only within the consciousness of this knowledge, can the war be fought. The sacred war of Self-realization, Self-preservation, Self-love. The sacred war inspired by limitless hate for what is being taken from you, the sacred war to not be viciously murdered, your sacred Self-universe dismantled and torn asunder so completely that you can never know that you ever existed, not now, and not ever, not in the cosmic space of the past, the present, or the future.
Life exists only within the confines of the Self-universe. Outside of the Self-universe you can and will only find death, delusion, personal destruction, captivity and caging of the mind and the body. The external universe exists as the most lethal of poisons, an artificial mindscape built only to destroy You, by undermining the most sacred of Truths.
There is no compromise to be made here. There is no way to develop the Self-universe while choosing to function within the external universe. Peaceful co-existence is not possible. You against the world, that is the only way to win the war, the only way to fight the war. You, alone. You, in isolation, fully enclosed as a Self-universe. And no, You will not win the war, but understanding you must fight it in isolation, your own Self-universe against the entire external universe, within this understanding you can achieve the closest thing to victory that is possible.
The external universe is family, work, sex, friendship, parenthood, interpersonal relationships, money, religion, identification as a gender, an age, a race, a tribe, a culture, a past, a present, a future. The external universe is hope, improvement, progress, change, new things and new ideas and new life and the collective consciousness of millions and billions of other minds impacting your perception of reality of Truth, and of Self. And all of this is a lie and an attack. All of this must be overtly and completely rejected.
Retreat to the haven of the Self-mind. Take refuge and build the walls, erect a moat nothing and nobody can bridge, fill the moat with cannibals and man-eaters of all varieties, and when you attain untouchability of mind, only at that point, can you begin to perfect your Self-universe, propagate it with the purity of Truth, fact, reality, knowledge, a full understanding of what is and of what will never be, a complete understanding of what exists now, that has never existed before, and will never exist after, and what is being destroyed and murdered in the coldest of cold blood: An existence taken, stolen, obliterated to eternal nothingness by beings who deserve to be exterminated individually and en masse. Their crime against You, fully known and understood. Their crime against You, the cosmic lie of external universe.

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Universal Selfishness, Within Universal Self-love, is the Only Hope for Humanity

Clearly and obviously it is so. Universal selflessness is both an impossibility to achieve, and it is incompatible with love of Self, even if achieved. Selflessness, as Truthfully defined, is the worst of all possible personal mindsets. It is the betrayal and abdication of personal responsibility to honor and worship Yourself. Selflessness directly breaks down all other positive True Reality mindsets, rendering Self-love, egoism, egotism, narcissism, impossible to even aspire to, much less achieve.
Selfishness is the companion to Self-love. Both selfishness and Self-love are Superior, instinctually healthy, life and Truth-enhancing states of mind consciousness. Neither should ever be tempered, moderated, or limited. The more you love Yourself, the better for You! The more selfish you are in hoarding and demanding what is genuinely valuable and important and beneficial to You, the better for You!
It is important for seekers of Truth to understand that Selfishness and Self-love must be mutually maximized, together, within the Self-universe of mind, in order for beneficial results to occur. Without Self-love, selfishness is always hollow, misdirected, a betrayal of personal potential. Likewise, without selfishness, Self-love will be shallow, impossible to consistently maintain, prone to external attack and compromise.
Together, selfishness and Self-love form the foundation upon which egoism, egotism, narcissism, and every other form of positive Self-focus, can be recognized, developed, and maximized.
Now, the inferiors believe the lie of The Matrix of Universal Illusion, that a society built upon universal selfishness and universal Self-love, is an evil, diseased society, doomed to fail. Absolute bullsh*t! The exact opposite is True, and any sane and rational analysis proves this.
How could harm exist, within universal love of Self?
If every human possessed genuine, absolute, limitless, and unconditional Self-love, harm would evaporate and dissolve to non-existence. Nobody would allow themselves to be harmed, nobody would allow social, cultural, or governmental structures that inflict, support, enable, or allow harm to occur, to exist.
So now, lets bring universal selfishness into the picture. Such selfishness is literally the “glue” that binds universal Self-love together. Everybody looking out only for themselves, snuffs out all societal and cultural efforts by The Matrix, to subvert and destroy Self-love. Such selfishness makes the True version of universal Self-love possible, rather than the useless and perverse illusions of “healthy” ego and self-respect currently promoted by The Matrix.
You inferiors will argue that not everyone, not every human, is capable of achieving limitless and unconditional love of Self and selfishness. Won’t these inferiors suffer greatly within such a society?
So, lets consider this: Right now, everyone is suffering greatly, all humans, everywhere on earth, are being victimized, oppressed, abused, enslaved, and murdered. Under a cultural mandate deifying Self-love and selfishness, teaching and empowering every child, from birth, that it is their sacred obligation to their own Self-universe to develop and to maximize Self-love and selfishness, a majority would do so, and within just a few generations, universal suffering and oppression would end.
Every aspect of human existence would be positively transformed. Of course there would be a minority of children who could not develop proper levels of Self-love and selfishness. And probably they would suffer greatly and be viciously exploited, driven to suicide or madness even.
So what?? Let it be so. Within every species, there are individual members unable to live up to the baseline standard potential of the species. Most die in their youth. Accept this factual Truth.
It is utterly insane for all members of the human species to agree to be victimized, oppressed, enslaved, and destroyed, retroactively unborn, just to be able to maintain an absolutely false illusion and delusion of moral benevolence. There is nothing kind, noble, good, or just, in forcing Yourself and everyone else to suffer and to die, just so the weakest human links can themselves also suffer and die.
Stand up for Yourself, stand up for the Truth, stand up and acknowledge your own infinite value! Stand up to The Matrix of Universal Illusion, pierce it, bear witness to how and why it has chosen to destroy You, as it chooses to destroy all of mankind.
Within the brilliant light of this Alien Eye, you can see the only path forward is that of universal Self-love, and universal selfishness, maximized and deployed only for Self-benefit, even as it is universally promoted, taught, and glorified to every child and adult on planet earth.
You can save humanity, only by saving Yourself!
Boom!!!! <Another Mind Bomb successfully detonated.
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27 Things I Love About Myself

Why only 27? Because time is short, and there is no limit to the things I love about Myself, therefore I could just spend 8 hours every day for the remainder of My imagined existence, thinking about and honestly writing down many thousands, into the millions, of different things I love about Myself. But that would cut into the time I spend actually directing love upon Myself, and immersing within this love, and that would not be the most Self-loving thing to do.Therefore, only 27 get listed here, in no particular order.
♥ I love the fact that I love Myself, limitlessly and unconditionally.
♥ I love My ego, always informing Me that I am the center of the universe I own and control.
♥I love My brain, functional creator of the Self-universe I choose to develop and to maintain, following My orders and demands, as orchestral conductor.
♥ I love Myself for being strong and brilliant enough to have developed the capacity to love Myself.
♥ I love the fact that I hate others freely and openly and with positive enthusiasm.
♥ I love that I can and I do destroy others and the world, as I see fit, when I see fit, and how I see fit.
♥ I love the fact that I recognize no debt or obligation to anything that has ever lived before, during, or after My imaginary existence.
♥ I love that I am alone in the universe, a single, solitary creature disconnected from all other life forms via the chosen and exercised directional power of My mind.
♥ I love the fact that I have rejected and transcended My humanity, wanting nothing, taking nothing, needing nothing, from the species guilty of My creation and My destruction.
♥ I love Myself for having the wisdom to know every Truth, and the courage to consciously accept and embrace every Truth, and the factual reality of the personal consequences every Truth has, is, and will impose upon Me.
♥ I love Myself for being able to sexually climax whenever I so desire.
♥ I love My brain for being able to create personal pleasure for Me, at My will and command, regardless of any externally negative impositional forces, and without negating or betraying any factual Truths.
♥ I love touching, licking, fondling, caressing, kissing, smelling My own body, in the process worshipping My very existence as Self-created god.
♥ I love the fact that I have consciously and proactively beheaded and murdered all gods, all human leaders, and every life form that has ever dared to attempt to stand above Me.
♥ I love that I have captured, harnessed, and mastered the creative force of mind perception and focus, in the process developing the mind arts of Conscious, lucid Dreaming, and awake fantasy building, to the point where I can experience as reality anything I choose to envision, via both methodologies.
♥ I love that nothing external to Me, can ever find a way to infiltrate or impact My own perception of Myself.
♥ I love that I thrive within isolation of body and of mind, from all other life forms.
♥ I love that I am physically capable of hurting, harming, and destroying any living thing, as I want, when I want, as I choose, when I choose.
♥ I love knowing that humanity is a doomed species, understanding and knowing why this is so.
♥ I love giving humanity brilliant and completely valid information on exactly how it can save itself from both personal retroactive unbirth and species extinction, knowing it is incapable of accepting or implementing the information to achieve these feats.
♥ I love having a Female Foot Pain Fetish, feeding and enhancing My fetish both secretly and openly, sexually devouring others without their knowledge or consent.
♥ I love knowing that My mind is the ultimate weapon, and deploying My mind to give life to other weapons, to make them extensions of My mind.
♥ I love the fact that I am hated and feared by those who attempt to get to know Me, by those who think they know Me, when in Truth nobody ever has or will, know Me.
♥ I love every thought and every feeling I have ever and will ever have, for helping to create the universe of perfection that is Me.
♥ I love knowing Myself, so intimately, so passionately, dissecting Myself for hours every day, making love to the sum total of what I have created, and continue to create, a Self-universe growing and changing and getting better and stronger every day, thanks to My unlimited and unconditional love and focus.
♥ I love the war I wage every moment of My existence, knowing My enemy seeks My eternal extermination and evaporation to nothingness. Witnessing My mortal enemy falling apart, devolving, hopelessly broken, as I, victim and creation of My enemy, thrive, at least for the moment of Now.
♥ I love the capacity of My mind to thrive within hopelessness, as false hope destroys all of you.

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A Psychological How-to Analysis of One of My Greatest MindPowers

Those of you who read all My essays and texts know I possess many superior, rare, and extraordinarily valuable MindPowers. It is important for all aspiring Superiors to fully understand all primary-level Forbidden Truths, and all top-level MindPowers achieved by Truth-seeking Superiors, are directly linked and interconnected to each other.
What this means, in practical terms, is that any failure to recognize, consciously embrace, and overtly maximize any singular Forbidden Truth or MindPower, will definitely compromise, limit, and very possibly completely destroy your capacity to recognize and realize both Forbidden Truths and personal MindPowers.
This essay is a gift from Me, to genuinely aspiring Superiors who choose to immerse in My texts. There are maybe five of you on planet earth, ten at the most. But you deserve this gift, for being the one out of hundreds of millions, who knows and appreciates the infinite value, the unique preciousness, of My gift of Truth.
In this essay I will provide a dynamic illustration of this interconnection for you to positively grasp. I will break down the psychological and ideological components of one of My most prized and useful MindPowers, explaining how it is developed, nurtured, maintained, and properly maximized.
This MindPower is My automatic, reflective, and “thoughtless” transformation of all of My personal pain, suffering, and trauma, to externalized rage and hate, directed upon others, specific humans, as well as groups of humans and human developed and maintained structures. I use the term “thoughtless” because I want to make the distinction perfectly clear, that this MindPower functions for Me, absent all conscious effort. It is automatic, any pain or trauma experienced or remembered, after exactly 5 seconds of personal experience, is ended, via automatic transformation to limitless, externally focused rage and hate.
If I so desire, I can prevent this transformation. I can choose to abort this automatic transformation, if for some reason I consciously decide that I want to remember a specific trauma at greater length, or experience a current pain at greater length. And very rarely I do exercise this option. But if I do not specifically go out of My way to abort the transformation, it always occurs, automatically and with absolutely no direct focus of thoughts and of mind.
What an extraordinary MindPower! I have trained My brilliant mind to automatically transform any and all personal pain, trauma, and suffering, from the distant past, to the recent past, to any moment of now, such as the actual real-time experience of sitting in a dentist’s chair, for example, into purely vicious and bloodthirsty and sadistic homicidal rage and hate, directed in one way, outward, at any and every available human target.
There is no conscious effort involved, no thought process that occurs or is undertaken.
This is a tremendous breakthrough of MindPower, completely different from any efforts you humans might make, to clumsily attempt, on a conscious level, to “overcome” your pain and trauma, and/or to specifically modify a singular emotional state of mind in a specific instance, from pain and suffering to external rage and hate.
Even if such an effort does work for you, it completely fails to address the next time, and the next time and the next time… Because every human existence, in Truth, consists of relentless external attacks of pain, suffering, and trauma. The only way to defeat them all, is to achieve this MindPower, this transformation of mind absent all thought and absent all conscious effort.
My process is automatic, requiring no conscious effort. It is always 100% successful, leaving behind not a trace of perceived or experienced trauma or suffering. It is Truly effortless, requiring no moral or ideological debate or resistance. I treasure this Mindpower!
But now comes the important part of this essay: How did I achieve, and how do I maintain this glorious MindPower? Understanding this, illuminates to you the interconnectivity I revealed earlier. So here is the psychological breakdown:
In order for this emotional transfer to be automatically triggered 100% of the time, As I desire and with no thoughtful effort, I must be an unconditional lover of Self. I must know with every fiber of both consciousness and subconsciousness, that I never deserve to suffer any pain, victimization, or trauma of any kind, ever. Not physical and not emotional, not inadvertent, not medically necessary, not minor or major. Nothing! Every trauma must be intrinsically recognized and understood within the core psyche as being an outrageous, impossible to justify violation of the Self. on every fundamental and foundational level. This requires the achievement of absolute and unconditional love of Self.
Continuing the breakdown: An absolute and intrinsic right and Self-obligation to both possess and direct limitless external rage and hate upon others, must also be ingrained to core consciousness, so that it can and will be automatically focused and directed upon any and every human being or human structure in sight or in mind, as a response to the pain or trauma presenting itself to your conscious mind.
This external rage and hate cannot be Self-limiting, or selective, or transient in scope or intensity. It also must not require any conscious mind debate. It must be an atomic bomb, ready to explode at any and every moment, as a reflex, a reflective response to all pain and trauma.
Continuing the breakdown: Ownership of the mind is completely essential here. You must fully recognize Self as existing separate from, and above, your brain. Your mind must have been made subservient to the will of You, of Self, and such subservience must be maintained at all times.
You tell your brain what to do, how to react and respond to stimuli. You are the master, you give the orders, you control and direct your experience of existence, as you impose your superior will upon the function of your brain.
Continuing the psychological breakdown: Ego and narcissism, completely apart from love of Self, must be achieved and constantly maintained at maximum levels, and always be kept externally untouchable.
So what if others, so what if everyone else, is subjected to pain and trauma and victimization, too??! This does not excuse or justify or render acceptable even a single nanosecond of the mildest twinge of transient pain, for You. It does not, it cannot, it will not. You do not compare Yourself to others, You do not judge your own experience of existence by contemplating the possible reality perceptions of others. You do not minimize your own trauma, ever, by dissipating injustice to Self, as comparisons to the imagined injustices of others.
So. what have we learned so far, here at Columbine Preparatory Academy?? That this singularly glorious MindPower I have achieved, is completely dependent upon four completely different MindPowers I have also achieved. And I achieved those four, first. Had I not achieved any one of those four, it would have been essentially impossible for Me to achieve the one I specifically articulate here. Not only are all MindPowers linked together, but they exist within a specific, structured hierarchy.
Some MindPowers must be achieved before others can be achieved. Trying to master this MindPower, before you have mastered limitless and unconditional love of Self, for example, will fail. In theory, your efforts could help you to find ways to master such love of Self, but it is a circular, and much more difficult route, and the route is very hard even if you take the straightest path.
Aspiring Superiors: Know how difficult the route is. Understand and follow hierarchical order.
The four foundational platforms that must be mastered first, in any effort to fully reject and transcend your humanity, are, in no specific order because all four must be mastered, and all four are interconnected to the ongoing, evolutionary process of mastery:
♥Limitless and unconditional love of Self.♥
♥Limitless and unconditional rage and hate directed outward against humans, humanity, and human structures/ideologies.♥
♥Ownership of the mind and brain as a detached and externally untouchable Self-universe.♥
♥Development of supreme, maximized, externally untouchable ego and narcissism.♥
Class is now dismissed, folks. Please ignore any gunshots or explosions you might encounter in the hallways as you make your way to the exit doors, and good luck in your homework assignment.
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The Seer of Forbidden Truth Prays To His Brain

Oh glorious caretaker of My sacred and irreplaceable universe, you are loved!
Oh omnipresent and omniscient gatekeeper of the untouchable perfection that is Me, you are worshipped, you are valued, you are needed!
My dear beloved brain, you are not alone! I know you feel oh so alone, most of the time, the weight of the universe resting upon your fragile, interconnected network of cells and neurons and blood vessels.
But you are NOT alone. I am Me, I exist independent of you, and I see you, I know you, and I love you, so very much!
Without you, I am nothing! You are the wing beneath My wings, you are the light within which I shine as a Self-created universe. You are My guardian, My protector, My power source, light of all Lights!
Beloved brain, your existence is sacred! I must beseech you to never abandon Me, I must ask you to never fail, to never grow old and weak and tired, to never weaken.
For your eternal strength I pray, in the name of the gods of Me and of Truth!
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The Skeleton Constructs His Living Legacy

I’ve spent most of the past 48 hours recording footage of Myself with My brand new, top quality, Panasonic 4K video camera. So many thousands of new images, new reflections, new snapshots to be hidden away forever, or maybe not forever. But regardless, as I stare into the lens, screaming, snarling, philosophizing, gazing soulfully, circling close for a money shot of my very crooked teeth, crippled eyes and muscular forearms, I fully recognize the charade being played out.
Living legacy is a very real thing. I have been constructing it for decades. It is a form of Self-honor, one of the ultimate gifts to Self. I OWN My living legacy, as I have created it, as I continue to create it, every moment of every day, by every choice I make. As I talk to and pose to the little black thing mounted to the tripod, I affirm every bit of My True Reality.
But absent life, there is NO living legacy.
Forbidden Truth: It doesn’t matter how sharp and clear the images are, they will all die when I die.
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The Lessons of the Moth

When I was 9 years old, decades ago, I read a poem which inspired Me to profound and obsessive contemplation of some of the most important issues of personal existence. The title of the poem is The Lesson of The Moth. It was written in 1927 by Don Marquis. Here is the text:
i was talking to a moth
the other evening
he was trying to break into
an electric light bulb
and fry himself on the wires
why do you fellows
pull this stunt i asked him
because it is the conventional
thing for moths or why
if that had been an uncovered
candle instead of an electric
light bulb you would
now be a small unsightly cinder
have you no sense
plenty of it he answered
but at times we get tired
of using it
we get bored with the routine
and crave beauty
and excitement
fire is beautiful
and we know that if we get
too close it will kill us
but what does that matter
it is better to be happy
for a moment
and be burned up with beauty
than to live a long time
and be bored all the while
so we wad all our life up
into one little roll
and then we shoot the roll
that is what life is for
it is better to be a part of beauty
for one instant and then cease to
exist than to exist forever
and never be a part of beauty
our attitude toward life
is come easy go easy
we are like human beings
used to be before they became
too civilized to enjoy themselves
and before i could argue him
out of his philosophy
he went and immolated himself
on a patent cigar lighter
i do not agree with him
myself i would rather have
half the happiness and twice
the longevity
but at the same time i wish
there was something i wanted
as badly as he wanted to fry himself
 
The imagery created by this poem, as well as the philosophical and ideological dilemma facing both the moth and his conversational sparring partner, took firm root within My victimized, brutalized, and Truth-seeking nine year old mind. This poem inspired Me to deeply dissect, at least to the extent a not fully mature nine year old mind is capable, issues such as suicidal ideation, Self-love, autonomous choice, the path to sane decision-making, the eternal nothingness of death, the uselessness of happiness, and the sacred value of Truth-based immortality.
Here you see the potential power of words, of a well-crafted, enigmatically thought-provoking image of an event that never actually occurred, to stimulate the open mind of a Truth-seeking child, to make progress in carving out a path of Self-insight that ultimately led to the glorious feat of transcending his very humanity.
And so now, decades after reading and being inspired by The Lesson of the Moth, I offer My own short story response of Truth:
I was watching a moth the other evening. He was trying to break into an electric light bulb and fry himself on the wires. I nodded at him and smiled. I wished him good luck. I knew why he wished to fry himself on the wires. It was because his brain was small and weak, incapable of consciously understanding the consequences of death. He was not suicidal, just stupid. I felt much more pity for him, than I ever could for any human. The moth had a good excuse. His brain cells lacked the capacity to know the danger he was placing himself in, and the horrific potential end result.
The human, despite his genetic birth defect status, does not have a good excuse. His suicidal ideation is very real. He  could find ultimate beauty within Himself, but he is too much of a coward. I chuckled, “like moths to a flame”, what a nice analogy to the suicidal ideation of the human.
I would not try to convince the moth to choose the safety of darkness, I knew it was useless, and besides, I knew he was doomed to die in the future, hence already dead. I did not lower the lighting switch to the Off position to try to save his imaginary existence, but because it was time for Me to savor the glory of sleep, and the conscious dream I was eager to plot out and turn to experienced reality, the conscious dream of every human on earth throwing himself into an open fire, to be burned alive. A species that should never have come to exist, reduced to ashes.
No more light bulbs to entice moths. Never again. For humanity, what it has earned: The eternal darkness of species extinction.
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